2013 GOALS!!!
The last time I put up goals on my blog for the following year, everything ended up happening, so I'm going to try it again this year. The biggest change I've noticed so far this year is that men seem to be even more terrified of me in 2013 then they were last year. I went to our local burrito place the other day and I made the guy so nervous that he messed up my order, and then I went to get coffee and that guy became super nervous/awkward around me too. Today, I went to this super good vegan/vegetarian pizza place we have and the really cute guy working there went way out of his to help me. I am starting to feel like I walked into another world in which I'm actually appreciated!
Anyways, aside from getting my wish of living in a world in which I make men super uncomfortable, I spent most of last night seriously considering if I should just move to vegas and audition for some of their sexy/naughty dance shows, because I miss performing and wearing cute costumes and I need to have some fun! Maybe I will do something crazy like that this year, because after years of doing this intense work for the planet, I'm feeling like a caged animal who needs to make up for all the fun I've missed out on! In the meantime this is my list so far for this year:
2013 Goals
- Publish Book - This project just seems like it's never going to end sometimes, but I really think this year it will happen.
- Dance/Dance Group - I would love to resurrect the dance group I was in. It's kinda like the PCD except we all do a lot of different types of dance more along the lines of sytycd.
- MONEY! - I would love to finally make money off of my writing. I have worked so hard for so long and poured everything into it, and I think it's long overdue for a lot of good energy to come back to me.
- House - Okay I would love to make enough money this year so that I am able to purchase my own home. I'm definitely ready to have my own place, and I know where I want to live, but won't say here bc it's a secret shhhh!
- Love - I would love to have a boyfriend again, or at least a lot of lovers whichever the universe sees fit. Where is this mystery man everyone keeps telling me is going to show up in my life???
- School - It would be wonderful to go back to school! For years I've been looking into getting either an MBA or a Masters In Fine Arts, and I also was looking into a Masters/PhD program for Women's Studies. Unfortunately, I had to let go of all of this in order to complete this larger life mission I have, but giving up my dream of going back to school has definitely hurt my heart and soul a lot.
This is the most important one!
- FUN! - I feel like my entire 20s have just been taken away b/c of being sick, and then this Ascension process, and I've missed out on so much fun. I feel like when you graduate from college your life is about to begin, and for me everything just stopped. I miss just going out with my friends and making out with random guys and having a crazy story to tell the next morning.
*** It looks like the car on my blog found it's match! Hopefully that means I'm next... :)
http://instagram.com/p/UUPV3YBp1q/
The last few days have been super rough, even for me, and I kept thinking about the above picture and it's made it a little bit easier (it made my heart smile) so I'm also adding a new goal to my list:
Hang out with Mr. Mraz at some point this year!
